I feel silly writing this, but in the hope that I will overcome it by putting it out there and feeling silly, here goes:
I have a massive crush on Nathan Fillion. And I blame Ryan. Since the first time I ever watched Firefly, I have had a small crush on Nathan Fillion. Nothing serious you understand. But then last night he goes and revives Mal on Castle, and the little patter in my heart turned into a gallop. So thank you, Ryan. For introducing me to Nathan Fillion.